Being with lover

When I was 22 year old, I enjoyed the time with my mom.
Each of we were very busy. I was senior and had many important tasks in the young community of church. And my mom was busy preacher, too.

If we are off same day, we'er very excited at only a fact that we can be with. Yes, just be with. Usually, we had rest enough, went market, back home and talked all day long. After I met Jesus on the cross, my mother was the only best friend. Though we didn't have any special, I was really glad. We were a one (of course it has being now). We had a same mind, thought, heart and delight.

It's not important where I go.
It's not important what I do.
It's not important how I do some task simply.

It's important whom I be with.

Our relaxed time

I thank God give us a new time, all day long.
Even though I'm tired, I thank God from deep of my heart.
We were excited from strat our group activities.
I looked for this from last week.
The most good is that speaking English only.
We had many funny matters.
Everyone shouted in own English, asked each other, and Koreans are spoken sometimes...! lol, lol

We had mistakes very much.
But it has made my heart be glad and warm to enjoy interest time.
God, knows us and give something most good, has done it!

Share love, share U

God let me see myself that very small, limited person.
I regret for past often that I live as such a person.
"If I had more free in my mind, it would better time..."
"If I trusted in God more, we would have more beautiful fellowship in Lord's love..."

We had a sharing time with Rebekah in my room today evening.
It was just first time share our serious thoughts to each other except our meeting.
We're very busy these days.;;
Rebekah talked about that when she didn't share her truly heart but talked about other topics.
I know that.
It's not easy to open one's heart to all freely getting age more.
Because there's fear that be not accepted or be judged.

But, in other hand, I think it's most of Korean's appearance.
What was they so fear for? Our ancestor had silence to moral excellence.

Of course, sometimes keeping lip is more smart for someone.

James, the brother of Christ Jesus, said "Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak." But it doesn't mean the fellowship in precious faith.

I have to break down all of my own cutlines, falling in own sense and law of behave.

I want to willingly share and give myself.

Just like Jesus of Nazareth, came to the earth as a servant and a kernel of wheat died.

Questions

What do you study English for?
- I study English for the Lord and His Kingdom.

Where is your strength to study from?
- My strength to study is from God. He is my strength of my heart.
It's not a fear, a heavy heart or a sense of duty.
The strength from Him is that full of joy, delight, and pleasure.
It's pleasure from Him.

How do you do your best continually?
- I do my best continually by not my own will, but Christ in me.

Talking to myself

Philippaians 3:12-14
Not that I have already obtained all this,
or have already been made perfect,
but I press on to take hold of that
for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.
Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it.
But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind
and strainging toward what is ahead,
I press on toward the goal to win the prize
for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

I don't know where I get the way to the end of my life, His second comming.
And I don't consider what I have done.
But I obey to my Lord, today, now.
I have loving, sharing, rejoicing... and walking as it allowed to me by only faith.
I depend on the Rock, Christ Jesus and run with don't be affected by man.

I don't know how much improve my English.
Eunice!
Don't think you have done something.
But practice and memorize English as yesterday and don't tremble.
Don't make anything to a standard and just do your own works.
Go forward away-!

As a child..

To understanding English is like that a young child learn everything.
I need to reset all of my English.
And, it is going on.
I remember a statement that 'forget last prononciation and memory of last practice. restart Now!'.
I remember it every time I practice phonics and in class.
Sometimes, it makes me worn out.
But I know how much improve of our phonics it has gave.
I wondering at my classmates's better prononciations these days.
To learn English is like that I following my Heavenly Father with trust and wholeheart.
Praise the Lord for let me study with child's joyful mind!

Love your King! - meditation note: Psalm 45

Davis was a king, a brave man and a king who loves righteousness but hates wickedness.
So he was anointed with the oil of joy by God, real king.
His splendor has revealed through his clothes, wife, dauthers, sons and the sons of Korah who gave a wedding song to him.

"My heart is stirred by a noble theme as I recite my verses for the king; my tongue is the pen of a skillful writer."(Psalm 45:1)
The Sons of Korah loved the king, David.
I love the King of kings, God majesty.
The glory and beauty of God will reveal through my praise as well as the king, David.
It will shine more than before I praise Him.

Love your King, the people of God!
Think of His glory,truth, humility, righteousness and majesty.

...I'm nothing like dust.
But I can saticefy with Him.
I looked up the endless love, mercy and humble of God all day long, today.
I realized that I can't live a day by faith without Him, once again.
I thank God for He let me go to His presence wholeheartedly, repent and live for Him.

I have been crucified with Christ,
and I no longer live but Christ lives in me.
The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God
who loves me and gave himself for me. Amen.

Class Ephisode of the WSA 2

(This is the post for today.
This stories are not anything but just some ephisodes.
Especially, Ji Hoon, Sarah and Mi Ae~ Please understand.^^;)


#2 I have heard, but I understand to ...
- One day, the next day to the day that we had have a game what find each one's members of familly imaginary, Judy asked Ji Hoon.
"Are you married?"
Ji Hoon answered.
"No, I'm not married."
So, Josehp wondered at his answer and asked that how does he could hear her.
And Ji Hoon said, "I hadn't have the role of Mary."
He answered Judy,
"I'm not Mary."

- We had a listening quiz.
The teacher, Judy read two stories and questions.
They were stories about a family and a boy.
Some of us listened and misunderstand, wrote funny answers.

Q : Who does talking about her family?
A : Judy talking about the family. (by sarah)

Q : Where is a son of the familly?
A : He is in Won-san (a son). (by Mi Ae)

Class Ehpisodes of the WSA 1

I want to remain our ephisodes from studing English.
Often, I say "If our life is brodecasted, It'll be the most popular TV-program.".

Listen to our real stories! :)

#1 Oh, No! I mistaked!
One day, we recorded interview of each. It is to find out our English abilities that the before one ELS course and the after one. We wanted to record how much we changed.
Eunice, say often "Oh, no!", started to interview. "Hello! My Korean name is Eunice!"
She had thinking 'Eun Jin Yoon', but she had very tensioned.
She said, "Oh, no!" with stopping the interview.

I hope that it's terrific birthday to you.

How was you today, Grace?

Have I give you the Lord's blessing to you, today?
I think of it myself.
I'm sorry that I have expressed the God's love enough.

But God knows you.
God is your portion, strength and your Father.
God will do for you as He promised.
"But by the grace of God I am wat I am,
and His grace to me was not without effect.
No, I worded harder than all of them - yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me."
(1Corinthians 15:10)

You'll say like Paul.
Because Jesus and you are united on the cross completely.
I praise the Lord who let you be here, be all of you.

The way with the Lord, Grace's shepherd is a perfect way even danger of the way.
It is the beautiful way.

There is none like You, Lord Majesty.

Whom have I in heaven but You,
And earth has nothing I desire beside you

My flesh and my heart they may fail,
But God is the strength of my heart, is my portion of my life.

I can't measure Your greatness, power, glory, goodness and endless love.
You can't be limited with me.
You are unknown by men, as well as you are greater and greater.
But You made Yourself nothing! You had been like us!
I am the reason that You laid down your life, suffered and live on the cross!
You, the creater of world and men, were killed by men.
Who can understand love like You has?
Who can do 'loving' like you've done?
The cross is how I know what love is.
How great is the love the Father has lavished on me, and us!!

I can't praise you within saying 'thank you, Jesus'.
The most of Your Majestic Glory is shining from Your Great mercy and everlating love.

You are my Father, Bridegroom, Friend, Lord, and God Almighty.
I sing for love to you everyday by my life.
I sacrifice with obeidence, love, trusting in You.
I look forward You in my deep pain and distress.
I will be with You untill the very end, even with tears.
May it be sweet in Your ear.

Be full in the nations, Jesus Christ, the hope of nations!!!
May Your Kingdom come by Your life in Your lovers!

A Intensive week~!

Oh, I haven't thought about a hard training like that we have.
Before I've been to Saipan, just decided to obey perfect.
And I prayed for to obey by faith only.

I have went to bed 2 or 3:50AM in 4 days.
I have not studied like this way, even I was high school student.
But I understand why that we have to train hard.
And I know the love of Judy, pastor Kwon, GNCS's family, members of WSA and my Lord.

My loving Jesus said to me today, "I know all of you. You're my lamb. I love you."
It holded that His voice my heart and maked me happy when I heard.
My delight is in his lovely voice.
Praise the Lord for He is good!

How do study for my test

I practice writing in cursive again and again for cursive test.
It seems that there is only this way for writing.
With writing, I think what does the letter symbol.
Than, I can memorize the shape of the cursive letters.
Some of them similar to printed letters except two or three.
Maybe I can't sleep tonight.
Please pray for me!!!

What a beautiful Saipan is!

There are various shapes of small clouds in sky of Saipan.
And the weather is very sunny a lot of days.
The sea's colors are change every minuits because of the sun.
Because of wind, clouds move so fast and the sun light goes different by them.
So colors of sea are uncountable.
Saipan has many clean, green gardens. I like to see them.

However, the best of all, there are Jesus's witness in Saipan. So I'm glad.
That makes all of these beauty bright.

Wow! It is the First bloging!!

Today's topic is the reason of studying English.

Constantly, I want to study English because I love Jesus.

I was study English for my desire to reveal my name before.

But now, the Lord show me His will than I have been here to obey my loving Jesus's commendment, that's all.

I'm a Mobile Missionary. God has called me. His calling is holy.

He will make everything possible to me to do his work through me by Him.

Hallelujah!!^^