A day that God lead us

We are really don't know that what is the schedule for today. Even till in this morning, we did not know that we will go to songsong village and a village near of it. Today's schedule was very special.
I was tired and sleepy little bit at many visiting and strong sunshine, but it is exciting to expect God through happening to us.
God send us to believers and unbelievers, let us to talk, sing, worship and pray with them. God lead us to encourage them with sharing our understanding God. We met local missionaries. (I was very surprised that another missionaries who praise God like us are in same area.) We were sinners, and are still weak. They were same with us. So we shared the calling of God, how we can not live without Him and how wonderful is God's work that we looking forward. That became a encouragement from God to them.
God protected us to go and come with a few gas in car. We prayed on the way to that village, God answered us. He protected us by the time we stopped by a gas station. Everytime we pray to our father, God. When we go to meet somebody to share our gospel or small experience about God, we pray. When we finished talking each other in our house, we pray. Even at small sharing, we pray and give thanks to God.
My precious Lord is teaching me to commit Him detail without worrying or hidding. Everytime I aware this, I am giving thanks to God. Nobody can shake me, and I do not depend on anybody. Just I trust and expect.
The missionary's life is very calm, not unique. Missionary does not care how long unbelievers take time till they become children of God. Missionary just stay on God's will by His time. Even we do not understand whole things, but we want to do God's will. Because He is perfect. He does not do fault. He stays beyond our understanding.

Thank you, Lord, my father. As pastor cared us detailedly with backpack, umbrellas, telephone numbers and water of bottom when we come from store on foot, You cares me. I will cast burdens to you everyday. Thank you for giving us an awesome vacation in Rota.

Givethanks to God in every circumstances, Amen

I thank God for he had planned this out-reach. I have never been to the beautiful island like Rota. I have not thought about the beauty of Rota deeply until yesterday. Because I was stiffen by everything new. So I said to my family in Saipan through Rebekah, “Practice speaking English more! It’s not joke! Unless do that, you will feel regret at here.” But now I know that the important point is not my English speaking ability.
The important thing is trusting God and loving God and my neighbor as well. Actually, reminding that ‘I have to speak in English and preparing something to speak English well is not able to help me. It just makes me stiffen. If I have some message to say, it would be spoken with any English word. I have started to understand what was it that Judy said my mind and message will be expressed through just one word.
We visited a farm in Rota. There were star apples, avocados, pineapples, papayas, lemons, raspberries and ivas. We prayed for hosts of that farm before we leave there. God gave me a desire them live in Glory of God. I didn’t care using correct sentences, but I could pray in English more well as a first time. So I have fixed my eyes of soul to God hardly.
Don’t be afraid, Eunice! You don’t have to attention to how much have you get batter in speaking English. English is just good tool for good fellowship and communication.

p.s. Dear my good teacher and friend Judy and my family in Saipan, I can aware God’s answer for your prayer. I miss you as you miss us. We are having a great fellowship. Of course, it wasn’t from first time we landed in Rota. But God has prevailed and God is working good things now. God is good all the time. Amen. I love you guys! Let’s do everything by only faith until we see again!

God has exalted my horn

You have exalted my horn lke that of a wild ox; fin oils have been poured upon me. My eyes have seen the defeat of my adversaries; my ears have heard the rout of my wicked foes.
Psalm 92:10-11

My heart is full of praise of God. God leads us in front of the cross. He let the poor in spirit to see His death with Christ at the cross. Then He leads him to throw big or small things of his life that prevent from following Jesus. The truth is realized in my life.

When I read this verses(Ps. 92:10-11) two days ago, I awared that I trampling the Satan, the cobra down. By that day, I have felt like I lost sometimes I had wrath or couldn't understand my family in Christ and circumstances lately. I have awared that I did not trust God in people and my life. I had known what I should obey but I could not. However if God put me on here now, everything of my life would contain best gift of God, because He is good.

God has started to guide me to uncover my selfish thought since I asked Him help. He has led me to rebuild trust in the Lord of another people. He has changed me make my mind. It's really small event but God draws me to taste His power and majesty even through my tiny life.

I do not afraid any attack of Satan because God can chaned it to be a good thing. The truth is leading me.

Precious word of God

I had heard Paul K. Washer's sermon on last Sunday noon time. We have knew this media through Jung Hwa, Kim. It was the sermon of a assembly of youth in 2002.

I thanked God for His speaking to me through it. He said, "Don't compare yourself with other people. Compare you with the scripture!!", "Listen carefully what the words says really is!". I reflected myself again by this time. How often do I read the Bible? How precious the Bible to me is! Yes, it is truth forever! It lets my soul lives.

I love to be honest to God's word, but I havent's spent my time recently, busy days. Then Father God's heart in my mind had been getting cold.

God raised me to be honest before Him once again. He has made me my mind to look foward only Him. I'm glad to walking in His way by faith. He instructs and teaches me.

God's everlasting love

God has loved me for uncountable years. He has been loving me by the moment. He had started to love me before the creation of world.

He had been loving me when I was still a sinner, so He sent His one and only son, Jesus.
He will love me continuously. He is going to do great deeds because His unfailing love. He will love me forever joyfully. While I am passing through the valley of tears, He will love me. He will be loving me even when I stand before a roaring floor.

He loves all of menkind same to me. At the end of the world, He will have been loving me. By the day, He will have preached His love to all nations.