Tuesday, 30 June 2009

The Humbleness of God

I meditated Psalm 132 - I'm on Psalm for 5 months from Korea, An Heung WMM international center.

Verse 2 says, "He(David) swore an oath to the Lord."
Verse 11 says, "The Lord swore an oath to David, a sure oath that he will not revoke," too.

I saw a witness of God(David) in chapter 132, but I surprised for God swore an oath to David like him. He doesn't need to be bind to anything, anybody. He is the Mighty One.

David loved God, so he wanted to build something God's dwelling place. I can understand David's oath to God. I want to eager more for only the Lord always.
But if there wasn't God's everlasting love, my desire and love for God can't be.
He swore an oath to me even He is God. How much He loves us! Only He doesn't revoke His promise. Only He is deserve to swear. I can be faithful because of His faithfulness.

He became a human and accomplished His oath because His love and humbleness.
He answers my prayer, so I can be like Him with His power. I need to just pray and depend on the Lord.


Trusting as the moments fly,
Trusting as the days go by;
Trusting Him whate’er befall,
Trusting Jesus, that is all.

Friday, 26 June 2009

Eunice - My Gospel

Eunice’ Gospel

I praise my father God. He has guarded me and led me to here for all of my life. He has used everything surrounded my life to lead me for His will and love. I was lost for a long time, but now am found. I was blind, but now I see. I was a dirty woman, but now I am a white bride of Jesus Christ.
I was born in 1984 losing my Heavenly Father. He knew me before my birth and has waited me for long time even after my life was started. I’m the eldest in my Christian family. My parents were sincere Christians. Yes, I went to church every Sunday following my parents but I didn’t know who Jesus Christ is.
Growing, the word of God has been sown in my soul little by little. God led me to be serious at preaching of pastor, the Bible. But the real reason that I liked to go to church was satisfaction of my desire to be loved and be praised as a good, pretty Christian girl among members of church. Much acknowledge of the Bible had been repeated in the Sunday school every year were something just for my honor to me. I was a really pity human. Because my path was toward the hell even I was a Christian girl and there was a opened door of salvation in front of me. I had never known it.
In my life, there wasn’t any accident or any sad happen. I couldn’t go to enjoy this amusing world because of fear about that the world would destroy me. My life was clean at least in a view of man. But God knows everything. How furious is the energy of sin in my heart! There is nothing but the Bible can let us know what the sin really is. I had never known. I just thought myself a good person, not sinner, however I came to revealed that a hypocrite before men.
After time as teenager, I went a short mission trip with team members in my church to a Muslim country. God led us to meet people, to be a friend with them, to share many Bibles and Gospel in even dangerous situations in that country. I surprised at that God is alive. It started to change my mind for coming in His presence. I came to like to read the Bible, to worship Him in the church and to know Jesus. I started to want to live according to the word of God and I discovered that I had two desires. One was that loving to live for Christ, another was that loving to take my honor from men. And then I came to know how I had lived for myself with saying, “It’s for God”, myself. Desires want to kill, pity on myself, judge, take everyone’s heart, despise, the lusts of the flesh, pride and disguising filled in the heart of Eunice who living for only myself. I couldn’t say that I loved Jesus because I knew that sometimes I love this world more than Him. I was not a pure bride of Him. I couldn’t destroy this dirty man in myself. I tried to leave these sins, but I loved them so much, I was those sins. It was my skin. I was too exhausted to destroy myself.
In that time, God showed me what the cross of the Christ was. It was a place for death. Christ gave Himself to unit with me and to die with me. He already accomplished this upon the cross. I came to realize that old man had already died. To believer, there is only freedom and new life. My life was not mine anymore, it was Jesus’ from that on!! He saved me from great perish, even I didn’t know who He is, even I rebelled Him before His face. Praise the Lord for His everlasting love!!!

Now, in my life that He lives in me is not shaken like before. Devotion to God is the starting of glorious happiness perfectly. There is only the time to know Him more and more. There is only the life that to be ripen fruit of Christ.