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God let me see myself that very small, limited person.
I regret for past often that I live as such a person.
"If I had more free in my mind, it would better time..."
"If I trusted in God more, we would have more beautiful fellowship in Lord's love..."

We had a sharing time with Rebekah in my room today evening.
It was just first time share our serious thoughts to each other except our meeting.
We're very busy these days.;;
Rebekah talked about that when she didn't share her truly heart but talked about other topics.
I know that.
It's not easy to open one's heart to all freely getting age more.
Because there's fear that be not accepted or be judged.

But, in other hand, I think it's most of Korean's appearance.
What was they so fear for? Our ancestor had silence to moral excellence.

Of course, sometimes keeping lip is more smart for someone.

James, the brother of Christ Jesus, said "Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak." But it doesn't mean the fellowship in precious faith.

I have to break down all of my own cutlines, falling in own sense and law of behave.

I want to willingly share and give myself.

Just like Jesus of Nazareth, came to the earth as a servant and a kernel of wheat died.