Praise the Lord!! Opening my weaknesses is not easy, but my Lord’s power is revealed in my weaknesses. I have had a hard time for about two weeks, so that I was able to learn about learning attitude from God. I was a caretaker of kitchen. (All of WSA members cook at every meal two by two, but our kitchen needs a caretaker because everyone uses kitchen room.) But I'm not a caretaker now.
While I have cared our kitchen, I had to learn many things to keep food fresh and kitchen clean even I'm not too young to know what to do. I didn't like it. My plan for meal had to be changed everyday. I discovered myself not wanting to be concerned about any duty. Especially, I didn’t want to accept different ways by very small part of caring kitchen. Because Satan outwitted me to believe in my right’s being hurt without a good reason. Satan wants to me to keep my personal preference.
Though I didn’t know what God was speaking to me, I came to repent soon. People around me can be seen to me with their faults, but I can be trained to obey only God as I stand before God only. In ANY situations, God is telling me. If I can’t hear His message, I can figure out that the problem is not things surrounding me, is my rebellious temper. I appreciate God guiding me to pray and obey God humbly.
We’re happy as we obeying God only. Through a decision, I can obey God in delight of my soul. I pray to deny myself daily and control myself to follow His mighty will.
Set a guard over my mouth, O Lord; keep watch over the door of my lips.
Let not my heart be drawn to what is evil, to take part in wicked deeds with men who are evildoers; let me not eat of their delicacies.
Let a righteous man strike me-it is a kindness; let him rebuke me – it is oil on my head. My head will not refuse it. Yet my prayer is ever against the deeds of evildoers.
Psalm 141:3-5
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