The second week has been started. I could not think what would happen tomorrow. The partner, teacher, schedule and class are still not changed, but every day I face a new day. Yet God led me to be prepared to expect newer God in G through weekend.
Many difficulties were waiting for me in the relationship with the first grades. A boy said that he can get everything by money. A few days later, he said that he would give me two pennies if I help him to know the answers for spelling test. He is just ‘six years old’. I was angry very much as I faced his value, but it was telling me how much they need our prayer.
Teacher asks us help for class time only, and we eat lunch with students. We could not have enough time to have a good fellowship with the teacher, but she seems to know our purpose. She is the oldest teacher in G and had taught the kinder garden 5 for a long time. I like to see her share about her calling to her student. The students are only 6 years ole, but they can understand the important things. One day, she said that we want to follow God by helping them to the students. I was so pleased to learn that my heart could be known to her even we do not talk each other a lot.
One thing what gave me a heavy heart was that I cannot make sure what is happening in the heart of everyone in class. I am just started to understand their emotions, behaviors, rules and lives. Teacher says “Thank you!” to us when the class over every day but sometimes I could not know whether we are helping properly or not.
God has helped me to believe Him as the one who can everything that He wants to do. Even though I cannot know the details, He is working in the classroom. I have obeyed as much as He let me recognize. Some way more batter can be there to help them. I could not know what it is. But I appreciate God to lead me to know how to help this much.
I expect that I would be more vibrant winning against the tiredness. I want to help them with perfect love and prayer. I step along God’s new time table in the school everyday without fear.
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Praying for you in Yangju, Kyunggido, Eunice. The true heart of a teacher comes from the tears that you shed trying to understand each one of your students. It may be frustrating at first, but with this, you'll be able to love each and every one of them with the love of Jesus Christ within no time. I love you so much! I love your tears, your laughter, your worries, your prayers, and most of all, your loving soul....and Jesus loves you even more;) See you soon!
ReplyDeleteEunice, I miss you!
ReplyDeleteI read your heart to the children of GCA.
God will save them more than we have been praying, thingking and asking!
It's great that you are there among them.
I pray for you and them!
See you again^^
Thank you very much!
ReplyDeleteDo you know how much you can strengthen me with your comment? ^^
Yes, Amen!! I believe that God'll give them saving grace by the cross of Jesus Christ much more than I prayed and wished when I meet them.
Thank you for your praying!!♡♡